swim

a tiger can never change his stripes. countless attempts and look at how low i've sunk. the worst part is... there's no one else to blame. im done and its time. what to do with a tiger... the only thing i should have done a long time ago, leave him be with all his appeals... and stripes.

selfexplanatory

I wish I could believe you then I'll be alright

But now everything you told me really don't apply

To the way I feel inside

Loving you was easy once upon a time

 But now my suspicions of you have multiplied
Just can't seem to get over the way you hurt me
I thought I could forgive you and I know you've changed
As much as I wanna trust you I know it ain't the same
And it's all because you lied

I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forget this
But I'm much too full of resentment

I know she was attractive but I was here first...

p.s.

when my dreams turn into nightmares and sleeping becomes a habit i resist the most.. that's when i know being with you is unhealthy. yet everytime i try to make a run from you, i lost all the reasons i have listed on my mind.

i hope one day you'll read this and realize how much you've hurt me.

sluuuuuuttttt

you have made me hate:

1. Jakarta
2. Finland
3. Finnish girls
4. Brunettes
5. The letter 'L'
6. Sydney
7. Senayan City
8. Kemang
9. Your room
10. Your kitchen
11. Your car
12. Your house
13. Vincent
14. George
15. Laura
16. Lauren
17. Rebecca
18. The slut
19. You (sometimes)
20. Myself

and everything else that reminds me of it.. I feel angry all the time and it's exhausting. I need some peace but i cant seem to find it..

"Maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because it’s the only person who will ever receive all of you. After that, you learn better. But, most of all, no matter what, a piece of you forever remains left behind in the heart of the one you loved - a piece no future lover could ever get, no matter what. That piece holds innocence - the belief that love really can last forever. It holds friendship and pain, trial and error, that one kiss you’ll never forget and that night under the stars you can never get back. It holds youth and everything you thought love would be. Everything that was proven wrong"

i guess im going to be seconded again from now on.

let's see how long this will last...

so easy at times

HEYA CHIPMUNK!