on my mind, out of sight.

new year - fresh from the oven yet auspicious...

my man.

you're free to leave me,

but just don't deceive me.

- moulin rouge

cornered

i don't know which side to believe and he's not making it any easier. release the truth or reveal the pathway. either one would be enough.

one mouth against the world.

butterfly, fly away

i think im in love; i have never compared him to the one. but there's nothing safe about this and i wish it would last for as long as i wanted it to, but what are the chances? we have nothing to secure ourselves to each other and there is no way the attachment would ever exist. all the risks, all the dangers. is it love or simply too thrilling to let go?

he said he loves me; but is it true?

kwekwek

ada bebek disini

:D

as simple as that.

today my parents gave me a long lecture on the phone with an extended endless bbm(s) from each one, all only because i finally confessed that i have broken up with andrew. basically what they told me was that he's perfect, i'm stupid ----> i have to get back with him.

fine, everyone strives for perfection. but once you're there, who would actually care? it's the glitches and crookedness that will keep me sane; that will keep me moving forward. what i don't understand is, the guy whom i loved so intensely was told to keep away from me and never come back. but this perfect guy who made me feel like a professional trickster; apparently i was told that he's the one. perfection is boring and i don't want a perfect guy.

i just want to be with a human, not a robot. i just want a guy with flaws.